Lonely

I'm not sure what's going on.

I feel so lonely.

I'm sad.

I just feel like I have no one to turn to.

Like I have Chris, Jamie & My family but they all seem so far away.

I just feel like everyone has just abandoned me.

It's like I'm a disease or something.

I'm only semi happy when I'm with my family & Chris.

I really miss my Pa.

I just don't know what to do.

Jamie is moving to Auzzie.

Sonja from work is moving to Auckland.

Things with Sarah aren't really back to how they used to be.

Vince is in Auzzie.

Sean barely speaks to me.

Livvy ignores me.

I'm pretty much on my own.

I just don't know what to do.

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