Life

I always think that when I don't have enough money for gas or food or something similar that it's the end of the world.

When really, I have it good compared to most.

Some people eat what I eat in a day in one month.

It makes me feel selfish & I hate myself for it.

I really hate reading about all those little children who have been assaulted & abused.

It just breaks my heart. 

If you don't want a child then why have one?

There are so many out there in the world who unfortunately can't have children.

Instead of beating your child, give them the option of having the life you couldn't provide for them.

Don't abuse them because they shat their pants or cried because they were tired.

It's not right.

I wish I could take each one of those poor kids who have lost their lives over the past few years & give them some love & show them what it is like to be important to someone.

To have a 'home'.

To grow up the way I grew up.

With a loving family.

If only.

Weekend Plans

Saturday: 10am look at a 2bedroom place near the River for Chris & I next year. 

Come home, pack for the weekend & head out to the farm.

3-4ish head over to Te Aroha & go to the pools with Ken's side of the family for Christmas.

After a refreshing swim, have dinner.

Sunday: Wake up & drive to Pukekohe. Hang with my family for the day & at 3pm Dad's side come over for our Christmas thing.

Not too much of a busy weekend but still quite full on.

I can't wait to go away & have a break.

I just want to get down there, walk up the little hill & sit & think about everything I've done this year.

I know I've hurt a few people, & I've been hurt myself.

I just want to sit & remember the year & try & make 2012 better.

Well, incase I don't blog before Christmas, I wish everyone who reads my blog a safe & happy Christmas & New Years.

xoxo