Feeling Weird

I woke up happy this morning.

I'd just had a really great weekend with Chris.

Things were on track again with next weekend.

Then I got home & I had a flat tyre :(

Damn.

So luckily Chris had given me his car.

So I drove & picked up Livvy.

We talked on the way to work as usual.

I told her how Rory had text me after POM on Friday & she said people reckon it's weird that I text him.

I don't know who she was talking about.

But I really don't care.

He is my friend.

We get along so why should I listen to them?

He is going to hopefully sell HRV to my landlord for the units in my block.

It just annoyed me.

I NEVER tell her anything about what she does.

It just put me in a really shit mood.

Then I asked my boss for the whole of Friday off so I can stay at Chris's Thursday night before I go away.

She sent me this huge reply about the diary,

which I have been trying my best on.

I can only do so much on my own.

So might have to work Friday morning :(

So I guess i'm just in a shitty mood.

I can't wait to catch up with Sean tonight!

He is helping me sort out my weight etc.

It's good timing as I feel like i'm about to slip into old habits.

Which terrifies me.

I really just want this week to be over already.

I feel stressed & frustrated.

I wanna go back to the farm.

When I'm out there nothing else matters!

Gaaaaaahhhh