It's back.
It's been back for a while now.
I'm scared.
Once it gets back into my head I'm f**ked.
I hate the feeling I have when I look in the mirror.
My hips are just 'ugh'.
I wish I was motivated to do my zumba or go for a run.
I'm so f**king lazy.
My new dress makes me even more self consious.
Chris & Liana said I look good in it.
But it's not the way they see me that makes me like this.
It's all in my head.
Maybe I do need help.
I'm just scared.
FML
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