From the moment I laid eyes on you I knew I loved you. Your smile, your sparkling eyes, your sweeping blonde hair and the way you looked at me. I was under your spell. I'd never felt like that before and I was kind of scared. I didn't know if you liked me. I was slightly obsessed with you. Okay more like intensely obsessed!! But either way, I had to talk to you, or at least see you again! I couldn't stop thinking about you, and I can't stop thinking about you now. Nothing was going to get in my way of loving you! I had to have you, and if you didn't want me, well I didn't even wanna think of that cause to me, that wasn't and option! Baby, the day I kissed you for the first time, I knew we were meant to be. That kiss had so much meaning behind it and it felt to amazing! All the butterflies leading up to it were incredible!
I know I annoy you at times about forever, moving in with me, etc it's only because I love you and I wanna be with you all the time! I never get sick of you baby. I wanna live with you. I absolutely love waking up to you in the morning babe! It makes my day so much better :)
When i'm away from you, even if its just a night I wanna cry, and often I do.I'm crying now! Cause I feel part of me is missing, and I hate it. My heart hurts, and I'm cold :( your my warmth baby. I have two big blankets on my bed, and I'm still cold! I know I probably rely on you too much but I don't care what other people think! I'm sooo happy and that is all that matters to me.
Chris, I am sooo proud of you being accepted into University. You are going to do so amazingly well baby. I will try and help you study when I can okay? I promise! I will be at your graduations etc. I will be your rock :) Forever and always I will be there for you. I know I can annoy you about other girls, it's only cause you are so perfect and f**kin hot that I don't want them stealing you from me! Your all mine okay! For as long as you want me. My heart is always going to be yours Christopher! Whether you want it or not and you know that!
Milking with you over the past month has been fun! I know I get bored sometimes, and you get tired and take it out on me, but baby I really enjoyed it! It was fun learning everything! Helping with the set-up and getting the cows in. Hearing the personalities of the different cows, meeting Jersey and Goat. I enjoyed going on the quad with Max and chopping the thistles with you. It was fun as, till I got an electric shock in my bum! that hurt :(
I always enjoy our little adventures on the farm, yes you know the ones!! They are exciting and dangerous hehe. I think it's the fear of getting caught that makes them more exciting :) I know you love them too! And the time in our paddock when there was a plane lol. That was awkward! I'll never forget our little adventures baby, even when we are 65 I'll remember! I promise!
I enjoy our little trips into Morrinsville to get M&M's and lollies. And swapping over before we get to your house cause im not very good at driving the Peugot! I also really enjoyed our Valentines day trip babe. The Wendy's was very yummy. I really loved the little walk at that park baby. It was romantic :) hehe.
I know I text you all the time it probably annoys you, it's because when I'm not with you I miss you and I wanna text you so I pretend I'm with you. I know it's silly but yeah. Your so special to me baby.
I love that we can be complete weirdo's with each other and neither of us care! It's so amazing how alike we are, in the sense of our retardness :) I really love that I get along with your family and that they like me enough to let me live with them for a few weeks. I was so grateful of that! I really loved living with you! It was so amazing to be able to wake up to your face every morning. It made me so happy. I enjoy spending time out at your house baby. It's a good break from they busy city life and makes me remember the little things that make me happy. You make me sooo happy. But you already knew that! Cause I tell you all the time!
I can't wait to show you this baby. Your gonna be so surprised at the amount I have written. And this isn't even half of what makes me happy about you :)
So Christopher Iain Walker, from the moment I met you I knew you were the one. So please never forget me, never leave me, never stop loving me. For I am crazily in love with you and I will always be in love with you. I wanna be yours forever hun. Me + you = endless love and happiness and you know it!!
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I can't wait to see you soon.
I hope you forgive me for being a bitch yesterday.
You're my world & I am sorry for being so grumpy & weird.
I LOVE YOU
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