My Heart

Life is always going to be hard.

I need to stop letting things get to me. It's effecting me at work today which I really can't have happen right now especially because I am so close to my promotion to Manager.

I wish I could rewind back 7 days to this time last week & not have overreacted to Chris not coming over. Then none of this would of happened & I wouldn't be having chest pains.

I'm scared I'm losing my best friend because of this all. Which is NOT what I want.

I will try make this better but it's hard when Chris is so stubborn.

Dear the life fairy.

Can you please make life a little easier for me right now. I know I have it easy compared to most people but I feel snowed under with everything right now. I've lost a few friends this year & lost my Pa on top of that too. I really don't want to lose Jamie or Chris either.

Can you please help me get my promotion too. It would help financially and in the long run too.

Thanks Ashie

xoxo

Jamie - I love you.

I didn't mean for my last blog to come off bitchy at all. The last thing I want is for us to be fighting too.

I just wish it would all be fixed.

Chris - I love you.

Please calm down and realise Jamie is just looking out for me like friends do.

xoxo