21 September 2011

Dreams

I had a dream about you last night. You came inside with Nan and were wearing what you wore in the casket. You were healthy. I saw you in a way I hadn't in a long time. You made me feel numb. I asked to touch your hand to see if you were real & I felt the warmness of your hands. You were there, it was real. Then as quick as you appeared you left.
That was one of the most realistic dreams I have ever had in my life. It was so good to see your face. It was nice to have a picture of you in my head of before you were really sick.
I really miss you. I wish you visited more. I hope you still do. I told Mum & Dad you came and visited me in my dreams. I'm trying to be strong. I try not to cry but I just wish we had that little bit longer with you. I wish we got to see you on your 70th birthday.
I will look after Dad, Uncle Craig & Nan for you. I promise.
I love you.
Come visit again soon.

xoxo

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